34 more days

C and I have been up to our ears in work, school and wedding planning. It feels like the only time we spend together is doing homework or running between work and school. C likes to tease me about the app I have on my kindle. It's a wedding countdown/planner and of course I love looking at it and watching the seconds tick down til we're married. Thank goodness everything seems to be coming together as far as wedding planning goes.
Focusing on what's important has really helped me get through this. People keep telling me that being engaged is the funnest time in your life. In all honestly I'm having a hard time enjoying it. When we were just dating, there was no pressure. We just had lots of fun getting to know each other and being together. Now it feels like an awkward in between stage. So much to do, we rarely get the time to just be with each other, without needing to figure out wedding plans or some such thing.
In church on Sunday we talked about enjoying the moment and not wishing it away, saying when 'this' happens I'll be happy. Unfortunately I am doing just that. I plan how to arrange our apartment and how we'll budget this and that. But I am trying to do what I can to enjoy the moment.
C and I went to Manderin Garden today for lunch. It was delicious and we had fun talking, eating and laughing. After I realized that even though I may be very impatient for March 8th to come, it will get here eventually. In the mean time, I have my C to hang on to when the world starts driving me crazy.